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In life, no point envying! If you want it, work hard for it.!
Yes dear, i'm working very hard now for it! Time will proves you wrong!
Everything have been great, and if this continues... i'll be getting what i aimed for very soon! Patience, patience!

Been working for half a year now, pretty enjoyed what i'm doing now. Colleagues, doctors that I'm assisting are really nice people!
Always believed that there isn't a need to be a follower! You've got a mind of your own, so think with it before you do anything!


enjoyed my trip with SMJ! <3

Believe in what you do,
do it out of passion, love & sincerity,
discriminate less, judge less, ignore haters,
work hard & work smart

in the end, i clearly know that you will still be the one cause i love you so!

i don't know why, but i just loved big birthday card filled up with words! this year birthday card is bigger than last year, so it means more words are written in it (: thanks sweet.

HAPPY 2012, world <3
i know that my 2012 is going to be awesome because i spent the last few mins of 2011 and the first few mins of 2012 together with the awesome one. 2011 have been a good year, at least for people that i loved are still around me and i'm thankful for that... so far work have been alright, if nothing goes wrong, 1 year is the limit (:

i really don't know why but i feel very safe, comfortable with you around. and i truly hope that it will just remains what it supposed to be. i know i am selfish but it's all about planning too. secretly planning something "big", we shall see (:

[don't be envious of others]

xoxo

Dear self,

you are an year older now. you got to be thankful for everything that you've gotten in life and you got to be truly appreciate every single one of it. and for 2012, you got to make it a better one! with the same people that i love who is around me still, you will be better <3

you've got a plan in mind, a plan which you have planned. don't give up midway, you know who's the supporting ones!
sweetheart said he felt that i will be able to achieve what i've planned, so we shall see (:

in life, we are always looking for the better ones but now, you know that you will just stick it to my right one!
all the ship(s) in the house, you need to handle them well <3

special day are always meant to spend it with the special one (:

yours truly;
ms penny

totally loved this date! (: 
cause quite a number of good things happened today! (:
i am happy.happy.happy because i am allowed to shop! 
i am thankful for everything i have in life and i shall STOP complaining! 

they said i refused to admit, well.. if things i don't wish to say, no matter how many millions time u were to ask me, answer will still be the same!

it's been a week already since i gotten that cut. it's healing now. no infection, nothing (: in a few days time, MC will be over and it's gonna be back to square one. don't let me turn rusty at work please! at the same time, i am thinking about this when i am mc... at my workplace, people mc for 4 days, probation kana extended for another 3 more months then i am mc for 8 days, so how? breathe... anyway, i know things will be better cause i have the never ending support from my love (: on the very day when i've injured myself... it was "totally FML moment" because my face and neck gotten some damn red rashes on the day before and now there's a deep damn cut on my finger! i was thinking DAMN, this time round really need stitches because it's not the usual cut that i have gotten. if i don't get it stitch, trust me god won't knows when the cut will heal by itself cause it's to the extend that you are able to see my flesh popping... not exaggerating even the doctor sent me for xray to check is there's any chipped glass in it cause the cup is really too deep and blood just waiting to rush out. yes, i cut myself while saving to save a mug, too much drama already during that moment!

yes, i'm accident prone queenie! don't know why i tended to injure myself. starting to lose count on how many cuts i have gotten, be it on my face, hand, leg etc.. and, i got to say that my pain threshold is really awesome man! i didn't take any tramadol at all, even thou' there's a pain when the anaesthetic was gone. really thank god for sweetheart, the one who came for me when i gave him a call & sent me to A&E straight away, the one who scared that something bad will happened to my wound because i didn't handle it properly, the one who asked the nurse to see my wound 1st before seeing the doctor, the one who spent hrs waiting for me to be done with all procedures & of course the one who collects my medicine, making payments & taking those necessary referral letters for me. how can not love this man more?!

it's true and i don't know why that i am sucha crybaby only in front of him?! 
removing stitches tomorrow! 6 stitches on the last finger. i am going to make it a FIRST & LAST STITCHES in my life! 
i hope so, too!



little brother turning into adult very soon... it's his last teen this year!
this asshole really need a whack at times! but i still love him all the same <3
HAPPY 19TH, JASON LIOW <3


next up coming birthdays for this month, will be kurnia & bangbang!
talking about this, i have been sucha lousy friends nowadays... not meeting up with friends.
cause it's been work-home-dinner-sleep for weekdays & weekend is just sleep and slacked at home... totally no life now! but on the happier side, i am finally meeting my bitchh this coming saturday <333
needs to start coming out from my cave.

in life, you do not need lot of friends. just a few who you know that they really care, will do <3
i knew who they are, do you?

really want... too much in the never ending list!

dear self; 

1. there's a need to stop complaining and start doing it
2. the countless plans that you've wrote down, tick 'em up one by one 
3. think before putting in any food in your mouth
4. stop being mean to people who you love and loved you
5. be more patience and understanding
6. attitude is the one thing that you got to practice it, well
7. pack the room monthly and clear whatever rubbish that needs to be cleared
8. got to really learn how to run your own clinic without buddy
9. don't let those unnecessary thing bothers you
10. learn how to say "no" to certain individuals.

picked up one thing from the orientation. be it for me to apply it in work or life. i totally feel that's the point.
and i am totally proud of myself for stop being a spoilt by traveling to work via train all by myself! (:

trying my best to save life! be it for my own or others.

thanks for the assurance, you know i need them.
go and enjoy yourself on the trip and don't think too much about me. haha.
love you so, silly! <3

As i step onto another chapter in life, i know it's not going to be easy but then again, constant reminder for myself; never give up so easily! if i can't handle it now, i won't be able to do what i want for the future!
so, breathe... for a better life, i will let it be! (:

Sometimes, certain things in life is definitely "a let go" will be better.
I began to see things in a better and clearer vision.
I began to know what's the right choice for me.
I began to feel who's the one faking concern.
I began to have plans that i am pretty sure i want to head towards.

and did i mentioned before that i've started on my first ever teaching for art?!
it's kinda interesting and fun to teach... school kids are really cute!
but it's like for about 6 lesson in school, 3 lesson in studio... and i ended it cause i'm moving on for a full time job! children are between age 3-7, really cute! naive, willing to learn and lots of questions to ask! no hypocrites and i felt really comfortable going for lesson! if life is that simple, how wonderful can one be.!



i like the one who sent and picked me up from work! not everyday of course cause' it's like east to north east to west and then got to head back to east for work! damn far please, and having to wake up ealier than usual timing. how to not love?! and i cannot be so spoilt, after first 3 days, i gonna be independent to take train/bus to work! tomorrow gonna be the 3rd day, can we just stop on the 3rd day?

definitely gonna be better with you around me.
我喜欢,不我爱

I have got a plan and i will do my best to achieve it! (:
So far so good, have been doing it well. step by step, don't rush it baby!
In life, as you grow older... you tends to see more, feel more and of course being able to understand more too!
go for someone who is not only proud to have you, but will take every risk to be with you.he's a keeper! my zoo keeper! 

i think i should not be picky anymore!
i will take it. and hope eveything goes well! shouldn't be a problem.
over the years, things changed! then again, you will simply just know who's the one will stand by you. always
i have found mine and thankful of that! <3 

One told me this;
couple shouldn't be stopping another from being better in life.
just give all the support that he/she needs.



tomorrow onwards will definitely be a better day. i promise!

We have went to P.I.C.N.I.C, have you?
no pictures of the food cause we simply ate finished everything and i took out the camera (:
gosh, i am missing the bailey milkshake now!

Discussed something with my bitchh, i just hoped that i won't be disappointing her the next time round but sweet.. not so soon, i guess for me to get everything prepared, i will need to give myself a year time! and of course, i hope the 1 year, won't be what i have been doing, gonna do something more productive. and loved your courage for not being prepare for just head for it, yea! just take it as a experience, will be better on the next time round. love you much! <3
F.I.G.H.T.I.N.G !

been planning and reading up, more or less... the path that i wanted to be in have already settled! 
will head towards that direction. 


Relationships are about two individuals who maintain their own lives and create another one together.
i love that man, still. 8 years not so official and counting (:
totally loved how i am being so patience and understanding for not getting angry or pissed over small matter!
Love You So <3